
veritas Meth IV - mainlining
This is my first time injecting a drug. I once said that I would try everything once - except needles. Syringes and IV drug users seem to have a bad reputation even amongst recreational drug users. It would be funny if it didn't sound slightly hypocritical. However, I have absolutely no right to pass judgment as I previously subscribed to the "everything except injecting" school of thought too. What happened? I can honestly say that it's the pursuit of knowledge and experience in my favorite past time that lead me to experimentation with IV administration of recreational substances.

Remember, possession of an illicit substance remains illegal
I have been thinking about this for a while and the catalyst was S (not her real name) - talking to her finally got me determined to IV something before I head home. Cross out one of the "Things To Do Before I Leave Melbourne List" items, there's only 5 left now (the last one is the mega mega super duper ultra drug binge to end all drug binges - stay tuned!) . ;) It's easy to get syringes and other paraphernalia here - they're all sold over the counter at pharmacies. Most pharmacies also stock "fit kits", a pack containing everything that is necessary for safer IV drug user - syringes, filters, sterile water, antiseptic wipes and a disposal container for used syringes. It's harm reduction, a good practice to avoid the unnecessary and totally avoidable health issues that tends to manifest itself when clean, cheap injecting equipment is not available.

Unfortunately, Malaysia seems to have adopted the opposite stance - syringes are not freely available, leading to drug users reusing dirty syringes and causing the transmission of disease through this vector. Sharing used syringes leads to the transmission of blood borne diseases and this can easily be avoided by providing new syringes to everyone, but no...the current legislation keeps those things out of the hands of drug users, leading to a stigma associated with IV use. The parliament seems intent to concatenate a H to IV drug use by barring the users from access to clean equipment. It's really sad that the government back home does not think this is a good preventive measure in the interests of public health. Anyway, ever since the chat with S, I've been reading up and researching about intravenous drug use and finally decided on two substances - IV meth and IM ketamine.

The high grade methamphetamine crystals
I have since decided not to IM (intramuscular injection) ketamine, after receiving advice that doing that with street ketamine powder will likely result in abscesses. I have access to pharmaceutical grade ketamine in vials, but the price is prohibiting, so that leaves IV (intravenous injection) methamphetamine. I was looking into syringe driven micron filters [tas.gov.au] (also called wheel filters, pill filters) - these are devices that filter out the impurities and bacteria that tends to call recreational substances home. However, these things aren't cheap and they're single use only, plus I have to travel quite a distance to the nearest place that stocks them (normal pharmacies do not carry specialty injecting equipment) so I didn't obtain the filters - justifying that the crystal meth I get is about as pure as it gets.

Anyway, I went to the local chemist today and bought a "sharps kit" for A$5 in preparation for my IV adventures. The kit contains:

5 x 1 ml Terumo U-100 single use insulin syringes (29G)

29 gauge - all the better to prick you with. ;) A larger gauge number means the needle diameter is smaller, so a 19G needle is thicker than a 29G needle, which is in turn thicker than a 30G needle.
5 x antiseptic wipes


These are alcohol swabs - contains isopropyl alcohol
10 ml "Water for Injections BP" in a nice plastic bottle

Pharmacia & Upjohn branded sterile water. I feel so spoilt. ;)
3 x cotton filters

What is the logic behind this??? 5 syringes and 3 filters? Reusing filters is not a good practice!
1 x mini sharps container

Biohazard - Sharps Bin

This is a container you put used needles in for disposal. Do not reuse syringes! Do not share syringes or equipment! That holds true even with yourself ie don't reuse your own syringe too. Anyway, this container is very nifty. I thought the design was odd at the beginning since I had to push hard to get the syringe's "wings" into the disposal container. After a while, it just hit me (yes, I'm slow) that the design is intentional, it's to avoid syringes from falling out from the disposal container, that isn't possible because the "wings" are too big to come through without some pushing from the other end, and the other end is sealed! Thoughtful design, makes it less of a safety concern.

Used syringes can't fall out
This is a great pack for just A$5 - it has everything you need (except for micron filters, but that's nitpicking) for safer injecting of drugs and I think it's something all countries need to have. A lot of the serious health issues surrounding IV use can be totally prevented if users have access to these equipment. Personally, I don't understand how some IV users can bear to share and use dirty equipment - the same way I can't understand how some people can go to brothels and have sex with prostitutes. I'll tell you the truth, I'm hypochondriac and I would never risk contracting a disease, so the patterns of thought these people seem to have is foreign and interesting (in a morbid way) to me.

Classic 90 degree spoon for preparing the shot. I just bent the handle.
But then again, some people would think the same way about me and my recreational drug use, which may seem self-destructive and risky to them. This is an interesting issue if you think about it, everyone has different ideas about what constitutes risky behavior and nothing would change their minds. I realize the futility in getting an anti-drug person to look at the issue from my point of view - the same way that no one can ever convince me to go to a brothel because the risk is unacceptable to me. Punters can sprout all the logic and statistics they want about the relative safety of condoms, but would I ever take the risk? No, and nothing can change my mind. This is probably true for the anti-drug people too. Will they ever see it from our point of view? Probably not.

Meth crystals dissolving in sterile water - squint and you'll see it
I'm sorry about digressing so far, but in my defense I have consumed 350 mg of meth in two days so I may be slightly talkative here. Slightly. :) Anyway, back on topic, I see now that there's no point in trying to get anti-drug people to relax their hard stance...it just isn't possible. I used to think that this is because they are ignorant about the facts concerning drug use, and that might be true in some cases, but not all. Back to the analogy, am I aware of the safety data regarding condoms? Yes. Would I take the risk? Never. I see that the issue is not always one of ignorance, but of what we're raised to fear. I fear the diseases that can be transmitted through high risk sexual intercourse, because I was born in the year HIV came into public consciousness, so I will never take the risk nor will I ever see it from their point of view. They fear the dangers (whatever that may be - brain damage? overdose? who knows?) which comes with recreational drug use, so they will never take the risk nor will they ever see it from my point of view.

Cotton filter dropped in to absorb the solution
Okay, I'm done being Plato, I'm going back to the main post now. Stop me if I digress again. :) Anyway, I decided to inject myself with some crystal meth today. I have done much research before making the jump and I suggest you do the same if you are considering this method of administration, as the risks are greater than other routes of consumption. I found that the best resource out there is this guide by the Harm Reduction Coalition:
Getting Off Right - A Safety Manual for Injection Drug Users [harmreduction.org]
I suggest that you read everything in there since it is a very good manual with balanced and unbiased facts about the risks of injecting drugs. It has a whole chapter devoted to this, and I'll be lying if I said it didn't give me pause when I first read it. Septicemia, endocarditis, necrotizing fasciitis, wound botulism etc etc. This manual really does give you all the facts straight out, no bullshit or propaganda to color their agenda, and that gives it a lot of credibility. Invaluable.

Drawing up the solution through the cotton filter into the syringe
Anyway, after reading through the manual several times, I compiled a list of techniques which would provide the safest way for me to administer crystal meth intravenously. Here's the information I gathered:

Disclaimer: This is a FIRST TIME INJECTING user's account of his experience. I am NOT experienced at all in this route of administration and the methods I use might be totally wrong and dangerous. I'm only documenting my experience and I'm NOT experienced enough to give advise. This is just a compilation of techniques I've researched about and used myself. It is NOT ADVICE so don't treat it as such. I say again that the methods I'm using could be WRONG and DANGEROUS. Please don't inject anything until you've sufficiently researched the subject and analyzed the risks involved.
Use the alcohol swab to swipe ONCE and ONCE ONLY. The reason behind this is that if you keep swabbing around in circles (like I planned to do) is you'll be moving any bacteria around and around so it'll still be on the point of penetration. Swiping ONCE is what I've read to be the best way.
Use alcohol to sterilize your fingers before you touch anything! That includes the spoon, the filters (don't roll the cotton beforehand), the syringe etc.
Get "sterile, medical grade" cotton. Make sure that the first filter (cotton filter) is rolled up in a tight ball. I read that this makes it more efficient in filtering.
Methamphetamine dissolves easily in water. I've read that heating the substance increases the chance that the cuts will be dissolved, so don't heat it, just wait for it to dissolve or use the "cold shake" method.
Sterile water ampoules only! This can be bought at most pharmacies, they will sell it to you no questions asked. The same goes for syringes, so there's no excuse for not using a new syringe each time, even with yourself!
PRACTISE FIRST! I stuck myself with the syringe several times and practiced drawing back to check if I've hit a vein. You can also experiment with injecting sterile water to get the technique right. DO NOT reuse the syringe even though you're just practicing on yourself. You can introduce bacteria and other things if you reuse syringes. Syringes are designed for single use only. Needless to say it's FUCKING STUPID to share syringes. If you can afford the drugs, you can afford the syringes!
Vein = blood when you draw slightly back.
Artery = gush of blood when you insert the syringe. DO NOT PROCEED!
Check the barrel of the syringe to see if there are any visible particles. Do not proceed if you see anything visible to the naked eye, either re-filter or drink the shot. :p
Inject in arms only (safest site) and direct the needle TOWARDS your heart (not away from it, like in the movies). The needle should have the bevel opening facing up, inject at the correct angle and site - refer to GOR.
Try to remove all air bubbles from the barrel of the syringe before injecting.

I thought I was prepared. I didn't realize that IV is much harder than it seems! It's not as easy as sticking the syringe into your arm and depressing the plunger. You can see the visible track marks of my unsuccessful attempts in the photos below. I was at a loss regarding the injection site since every single vein seems to have been punctured and I harbor a superstitious thought that injecting in that one will result in the solution squirting out again at the previous puncture wound. Heh. I know, I know, it sounds silly, and experienced IV users will be tempted to laugh at my superstitions, but everyone was new once. ;)

Anyway, my first time was riddled with mishaps and other entertaining (to you, but unfortunately not to me) shenanigans and I ended up disregarding the safety framework that I had planned. Please, do not do what I did, I'm just documenting my first experience with IV drug use, which involved a lot of unwise decisions. The first one is the lack of a trip sitter. I had arranged for CT to trip sit me, but that will have to take place at my room, where there would inevitably be incriminating conversation going on, which might be overhead by the neighbors (damn those thin walls) and could result in unwanted consequences.

Thus, I decided to go on this quest alone, which in hindsight was a very stupid thing to do, but at least there were some safeguards in place ie I was going to meet him in an hour so it wasn't totally stupid of me. I guess this is what tends to happen with illegal substances - sometimes the fear of being legally prosecuted is greater than the thought of any possible threat to self due to unsupervised first time IV use. The thing I was worried about was not an overdose or unexpected reaction, but the possibility of a neighbor overhearing our conversation and possibly reporting it, resulting in a conviction just 2 weeks before I'm due to leave Melbourne for good. That would be terrible indeed! I have been lucky so far, and I hope it doesn't run out before I leave.

That said, the second unwise thing I did was to disregard all sanitary precautions after the first few unsuccessful attempts. I'm not afraid of needles, so I feel comfortable sticking it into my flesh, but that doesn't mean I'm not nervous since it's my first time. My hands were shaking, and that resulted in a lot of aborted injections eg sticking the needle in and then withdrawing it accidentally again due to trembling hands. The first time I attempted to inject, I realized that I had totally forgotten about the alcohol swabs! The needle was already in my skin, so there's nothing much that could be done by then.

I had a bit of trouble even before that due to my inexperience with syringes. I had a lot of trouble drawing up liquid into the syringe and was puzzled by this lack of pressure despite the insistent plunger manipulation I was doing. Well guess what? I stuck the needle through the cotton instead of into it. I didn't even realize this and kept puzzling over the plunger until I thought it was broken and opened up a new syringe to try again, with the same results. Duh! I only realized the mistake when I touched the cotton (wet so it's not the source of the problem) and saw the needle sticking THROUGH the cotton. I overshot the mark, no wonder I wasn't getting any liquid into the syringe body.

I find that the cotton does steal quite a bit of meth solution too. The amount I drew into the syringe is inconsistent with the amount I put into the spoon. The first time I put 4 largeish crystal meth shards into the spoon and dropped a small amount of sterile water onto it. I did not heat up the solution, since meth dissolves readily in water. I only had to shake the spoon around a bit to make it dissolve faster since I did not crush up the crystals (didn't want to introduce impurities) beforehand. Meth = very water soluble though, and the crystals dissolve readily. However, the solution I drew up into the syringe isn't as much as I put in and I had to keep adding drops of water to the cotton to make the syringe draw more liquid. There seems to be a certain saturation point though, where the syringe will only get more air and the remaining moisture of the cotton could not be recovered this way so I, ah...ate it. It's not poisonous (I hope) and it would be a waste to throw away a still moist cotton so, yeah I just chased it down with some Ural and water. :p

Anyway, the first few attempts to locate a vein were not easy. I could see the veins, and I could insert the needle into it, but the needle always came out when I pulled the plunger back due to my unsteady hands. I have to pull the plunger to confirm that I'm in a vein, there would be blood flowing into the barrel if I was and I needed that visual confirmation. Every single time I pulled back the plunger, the needle came out as well. I changed the syringe every time that happened to avoid blunt needles, but I was down to the last two and I couldn't be bothered anymore. I just wanted to hit a vein, bang it and get it over with!

Increasing number of puncture wounds
It was easier said than done though, due to my shaky hands (nerves, nerves). By the end of the session, I had 8 large puncture wounds and 6 smaller ones. It wasn't the pain that bothered me, I don't feel much pain at all since I think I have a fairly high pain threshold. It was the damned frustration at consistently fucking up every shot. I had thought IV was a simple matter of finding a vein, sticking the syringe in and pushing the plunger. It wasn't so. I spent half and hour changing syringes at first, draining the solution back into the spoon and loading another syringe up for a new try, taking care to use the alcohol swabs, but by the end of it, I was ready to give up and just wanted to HIT A VEIN, WHY IS IT SO HARD?!?!?

I missed a shot too, due to my impatience. I was terribly frustrated at this tediousness and decided to push the plunger anyway, no need for confirmation. I picked a vein, stuck the syringe in and pushed. Ouch! No rush, but the skin surrounding the area swelled up. Fuck, I missed the vein and wasted the shot. I was very pissed off at this point since I was angry at my inaptitude at doing something that seems to be easy in theory. I rubbed the swelling site as S recommended, but that did not reduce the swelling. I didn't want to touch the open wound with my fingers too, since by this time, all precautions to maintain sterility has been abandoned and my hands were bound to be dirty since I was handling other things as well (like the digicam).

I was getting very frustrated and regretted not having CT come over and trip sit me, because that would leave both my hands free and clean since I won't have to touch the digicam in my attempts to document my first experience. However, the missed shot made me all the more determined to hit a vein and I prepared another solution for injecting. It should be noted that even though I missed the vein, I did feel the meth from the missed shot. There isn't a "rush" but I was noticeably getting tweaked after a while, it seems that meth is active when administered via injection by "skin popping" too.

The tweaked condition didn't help with the shaky hands, if anything it made it worse, but it did make me more focused and resolute in getting an IV shot into me. I will tell you some of the hygienic precautions that were discarded at this point. I won't even pretend that the syringe is sterile anymore, and neither is it sharp, since several failed penetrations have been made and I accidentally hit the bottom of the spoon with the tip when I drew the solution into the barrel. The shot was definitely not sterile because:
The needle went through my shirt (!) by accident
I wish I was kidding. I only had one syringe left at this point so I
had to pretend I didn't notice this happened. The incident occurred
when I reached for the sterile water to add to the cotton. I somehow
managed to stick the needle through the right hand side of my shirt
while fumbling with the water. It didn't pierce my body, but just went
through the front of the shirt and penetrated out the back. Okay...I'll
just forget that happened, ho hum. *cough* Yeah, I did proceed with the
injection with the very same needle. Please don't do this.
The needle dragged on a chair (...)
Yes, this is the same needle that got the shirt treatment. I'll give
away a spoiler here, the needle is also the same one I managed to
successfully hit a vein and bang that shit. ;) Whatever ramifications
this will produce, I will find out tomorrow, but currently, the
puncture wounds are swollen and they seem to be painful when touched.
Anyway, the needle dragged over my chair while fumbling with a spoon.
It made a screeching sound too, so even though I could pretend I didn't
see that happen, I couldn't pretend I didn't hear it. But I was very
frustrated at this point and thought "Fuck it, no one sits in this
chair except me anyway". Welcome E.coli.
The cotton fell off the spoon and rolled onto the chair
Despite my articulate attempts to bend the spoon so that it can remain
erect on a surface without any aid, the laws of gravity got the better
of me and the spoon tipped to the side and the cotton rolled onto the
chair surface. Luckily, the solution has been absorbed by the cotton so
no spillage occurred, but the wet cotton was certainly not sterile
anymore. I did not really care at this point since the needle wasn't
sterile anyway, so I just noted that it rolled onto the surface of the
chair, nonchalantly put it back and drew up the solution like nothing
out of the ordinary happened. :p

Not very pretty, that's for sure
However, this syringe was the lucky one. 10 units (0.1 ml) of solution was inside the chamber, with a very large air bubble, which I could not manage to dislodge despite my best attempts. I shook it, I tapped it, I turned the syringe upside down, I even squirted some solution out and refilled the chamber, but nope, the air bubble insists on being there. Oh well, the "air bubble causes pulmonary embolism/stroke" is a myth anyway, so on with the show, I said. Please don't quote me on this, it's just something I remembered reading on bluelight, and I don't know if it's a fact or it really is a myth, but I'm still very much alive if that tells you anything. I think it's an unsafe practice though, so read up on it before you decide whether or not this poses a significant risk.

Preparing the shot
Hmm...is anyone still with me? This is getting very long. I appreciate you reading so far, thanks for sharing my experience. :) Anyway, this one is the lucky syringe, I finally managed to enter a vein and pulled the plunger back without the needle falling out. I think it was either the Medial Cubital Vein or the Basilic Vein. I pulled the plunger back and I was elated to see a flush of blood entering the chamber! This is it! I've hit the vein and the needle is still firmly in, the bevel opening is facing upwards and I'm injecting towards my heart. The stars aligned!

The shot that finally hit a vein! The angle is wrong, I injected the
syringe towards me, but it shifted to the side when I finished
injecting and moved my hand away to take a photo before drawing the
needle out. Look at the bottom of the syringe barrel - there's some
blood clotted there. That's my visual confirmation - I pulled the
plunger back, blood flooded in. We have a vein! :)
I took a deep breath and pushed the plunger slowly but smoothly, emptying it in about 3 seconds. What does IV meth feel like? It felt like a slap in the face. :) I have been tweaking for two days and had consumed 1/4 gram of meth the night before, and this shot couldn't have been more than 50 mg maximum (crystal meth) but it hit me alright. I was desensitized (as one tends to get) after the previous night's tweaking, but fuiyoh, the rush! The rush from IV meth! I felt like I was being reanimated! I would say that the amount is too much, because I think my brain nearly exploded. :)

My blood clotting on the needle bevel
It feels like...a slap in the face in the middle of an orgasm. Clichéd as it sounds, the rush is a real rush. It felt like the first time I had insufflated a really big line of meth, it hit me like a ton of bricks and I was dizzy for a while. It was worth every puncture wound I made throughout the night, this experience is something that needs to be experienced to appreciate. Did I just make a personal demon (I love meth) even stronger? Would I end up in poverty and die all alone in the cold, cold streets of Melbourne?
Well, no. I loved the rush, it's fucking amazing and this is one of the rare times when profanity is justified and even required to enlist as a potentiating adjective. :) What I did not like was the duration...what a waste! I would say I was tweaked (my scale might differ from yours) for 3 hours. Insufflating usually lasts 6 hours for me and oral meth with alkalanizers can provide me with the mental stimulation I crave for 10 hours (albeit a lot is required for oral use). The disappointing duration (but the rush exceeds my expectations :)) together with the fact that my left arm is a fucking mess would not make this method a favorite with me. The swelling has since gone down after a warm compress was applied but the puncture wounds are still very much visible and probably would not heal until a couple of days has passed. I was afraid that the sterility issues would produce an abscess which would require medical attention, but it seems that the worries are unjustified. I checked again and it seems that the healing process is proceeding nicely, though a bit too slow for my liking. Hmm...does anyone notice that I have fits of "old skool" type sentences once in a while? I blame that on H.P. Lovecraft, it's all I've been reading on my commute lately.

Anyway, I have put two Band-Aids over the puncture wounds, which I got from CT, many thanks for that. CT has never failed to be helpful and he's a great friend indeed and at the risk of sounding not completely hetero (not that there's anything wrong with that), I would miss him when I go back because it's not easy to find someone that shares the same interests and is a nice guy to boot. I sure have learnt a lot from him and we're currently working on probably the last collaborative project (Codename: Project M.C.) before I go back. Project M.C. is top secret, off the record, on the QT and very hush hush so I will not be blogging about it. I will be writing it for a personal archive, and I will post that once the "statute of limitations" pass. That has been agreed to be 3 years, so if you really want to know, remind me to post about Project M.C. today in 2006. I assure you it will be an interesting read. ;)
Well, back on topic, I would try IV meth again when my wounds heal, maybe once or twice max. It's not that I'm scared of the potentially all too lovable rush that IV meth provides, the rush is good, hell, it's fucking great, but the hassle involved in preparing the shot and the short duration (dammit) would not make this method appealing for me. Two minutes of feeling like God and 3 hours of feeling like a Saint. That is my experience with IV meth. Insufflation gives me 5 minutes of Demi-God status and 6 hours of Sainthood. I would go choose the latter over the former.
Besides, I'll have a lot of explaining to do if the track marks from my amateur jabbings do not heal as quickly as I hope it will. ;)
P/S - Part II of methamphetamine IV here [sixthseal.com].


Think about your family...and I pray to God that you have no children. I am very judgmental when in comes to drugs because I have seen what they can do to your family. Though I have never myself used. But forget your family...do you have no respect for yourself. I am about to go through a terrible divorce with 5 children because of a pathetic junkie such as yourself. Go to rehab...but, let me guess...you don't want to. When it gets bad you may say you want help but, you will never do it until you end up in jail or die. But dont feel bad my dear husband will probably also join you in the end in HELL!! So enjoy loser!!
Shannon: Judge not lest ye be judged yourself. ;)
Have you read that phrase from the good book?
First, take the plank out of your own eye, then you can see well enough to take the speck out of your brother's. ;)
I understand where you're coming from though, but I've been through rehab and clean now.
However, if I meet your husband in hell, I will say hello. :)
Shannon is very judgmental and maybe that is the root cause of her divorce, not her husbands drug use.
Sometimes we use drugs, not for the pleasure they provide, but rather to numb our pain. Those brief hours we feel like a saint is often worth the risks associated with drug use. Mainly, because without it, the pain that life sometimes serves up would certainly invite death.
My pain is a personal nightmare of betrayal, abandonment, and love lost. And, just like me, each user's experience is deeply personal; pain lacks a common measure so passing judgment is inconsequential. We cannot understand the depth of another person's pain, so compassion is all we can offer if we love the individual and want to end their suffering.
Shannon would like to blame all drug users for her failed marriage, but I suspect that her husband's drug use was symptomatic of a deep personal pain he was trying to escape. If I were to speculate on the source of that pain, I would bet it came from living with an unsympathetic and highly judgmental person who lacked empathy and was impossible to please.
Shannon ought to look deep within herself with the same critical eye she uses to view the imperfections of others. I suspect she would discover that she cannot meet the standard of perfection she expected of her husband.
It is that untenable expectation of perfection that is likely the root cause of her failed marriage. She is the source of the pain her husband was desperate enough to get away from that he sacrificed his family. And, sadly, she will continue to damage her family and likely destroy the lives of her children in pursuit of a perfect world.
So, people should stop blaming the drugs and try to understand that it's the underlying reason behind the drug abuse that is the real problem. When you discover the root cause of the abuse, you can begin to heal the abuser.
Donald: I totally agree with you on this mate. People who've never been through addiction hell would never understand. :)
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California always pays first:::Celebrity culture, counter culture, gay rights, bi-racial acceptance.
Methamphetamine is no different.
The Midwest enjoyed a delay from the scourge of this evil drug because of your (relative) favor.
NO matter how the Gods position this to give the appearance of the superiority of liberalism, California is far more disfavored then the decent, god-fearing people of the Heartland.
Unit 731 was a covert biological and chemical warfare research and development unit of the Imperial Japanese Army that undertook lethal human experimentation during the Second Sino-Japanese War (1937–1945) and World War II. It was responsible for some of the most notorious war crimes carried out by Japanese personnel.
Unit 731 was the code name (tsushogo) of an Imperial Japanese Army unit. More than ten thousand people, from which around 600 every year were provided by the Kempeitai, were subjects of the experimentation conducted by Unit 731. More than 95 percent of the victims who died in the camp based in Pingfang were Chinese and Korean, including both civilian and military.
Japanese scientists performed tests on prisoners with plague, cholera, smallpox, botulism, and other diseases. Prisoners of war were subjected to vivisection without anesthesia. Prisoners were subjected to other torturous experiments such as being hung upside down to see how long it would take for them to choke to death, having air injected into their arteries to determine the time until the onset of embolism, and having horse urine injected into their kidneys. Other incidents include being deprived of food and water to determine the length of time until death, being placed into high-pressure chambers until death, having experiments performed upon prisoners to determine the relationship between temperature, burns, and human survival, being placed into centrifuges and spun until dead, having animal blood injected and the effects studied, being exposed to lethal doses of x-rays, having various chemical weapons tested on prisoners inside gas chambers, being injected with sea water to determine if it could be a substitute for saline and being buried alive.
Why would the Gods offer this clue? Perhaps so they could bury these atrocities and blame me, blame the Situation, for such monsterous acts being lost and forgotten to mainstream history.
I detest how the God's positioning can give them the appearance of being innocent. The are responsible for Normandie, Unit 731, Rape of Nanking, "Scorched earth".
Of course in this age, as deeply into disfavor we recently fallen, the Gods more often sell "earning" and evil as the way to get into heaven, rather than blame their positioning, a clue suggesting how close we are to the Apocalypse, for the people are incurring "maximum damage".
Just as liberals think they are "earning" by promoting social poison, so do conservatives think they are "earning" with UnitedStates warmongering, ie Iraq, Vietnam. They tried to help you understand on a conservative issue with the Gulf Oil Spill.
You will pay for the sins of your leaders, either political or social. How the hippies didn't realize the Jews were out for revenge for the Holocaust is beyond me, which of course is why I was hired in 1988::To gain a necessary element of positioning that the Gods were going to sell to the disfavored in years to come.
Go ahead and ignore this. You won't ever defy and do the right thing anyways.
"These came to life again and reigned with Christ for a thousand years." Revelation 20:4.
Don't forget to try space coke in the blender and fuck as many stunning bitches as your goddamn dick will allow, because this place is going to be ALL about temptation. Some decent god-fearing people will suceed at resisting temptation, but the Gods will ensure lots of human trash to facilitate temptation.
It will be the rare individual who makes the transistion in an enviornment where you can have anything you want.
"Going along" will "earn" your invitation to the Second Coming of Christ. You will be reincarnated until that age comes, buy you a mere 1000 years and cost you your chance at immortality, simply because you bought into evil as "earning" and subscribed to the big lie.
When I was young the Gods tempted these people by asking them to drop hard-core pornography around my schoolyard where I walked during break, hoping it nurtured an attraction to this particularly obscene form of porn.
The Gods are trash. Over and over again we see them cross the lines of decency, but since they have their Italian "Roman Empire resurrected" positioning in place they can sell it as perfectly normal.
But, much as they initiated the Moorish invasion to create this world of misery for black people, so did they form the Eutruscan's value system sufficient to position their own goals for western civilization's rise.
After the Holocaust, after Normandie, Pacific theater horrors, Vietnam, Afghanistan we see the pathology of the Gods.
We no longer see orphanages for good reason::::The state would be forced to use professionals, experts in their field to devise standards these facilities would apply to the children. These standards would illustrate an ideal rearing goals which we in fact could all learn from.
This is an outstanding example of reverse positioning and how the Gods created a society where evil appears good but also socially acceptable.
Civil Righs is a similar issue. Segregation in today's age would command full funding for black universities and well established black jounralism and media outlets, not this integrated white media cancer where blacks eat what they are fed.
The clone hosts who run corporate entered clone hosting under the belief that "earning" their way into heaven by being obedient was the system. Now they will do anything requested by the Gods.
The Gods run corporate through these individuals. They are the "alpha males" of the pig pen.
The Gods never intended to allow the prophet to be used to lead by example. I have FAR too large an audience for that to be allowed and, conisistant with the advanced state of deterioration of the disfavored, now the Gods can blame me for its failure, when all along they were never going to allow it.
They claim I would have no choice but to work on my problems if I am to function in the corporate enviornment. Ironically, the probelms they created are the REASON behind what's happened.
He who will Lead By Example is to come later, with a scaled down audience, for disfavored like my family is not entitled to witness the long, arduous path to Salvation.
Keep in mind the Gods along the way would have created oppositing evidence to dump them into, perhaps killed me/change me and claimed "clone host", selling them on this lie, likely since it would have encompassed a far larger audience and would have reinforced the lie they already sold to them for decades.
Everybody changes as they get older, becomes more conservative. As do I.
Perhaps I see the wisdom of the Gods. People like those who exploited me, those like my family who hurt me are not entitled to observe someone on the path, for it will provide an opportuinity to escape Damnation.
Perhaps I don't want that either. There are too many preditors out there who still think "earning" is the way.
I would be killed, the'd sell them I ascended into heaven and I'd be punished. What's happened placed a limit on how much progress they will tolerate, and once I reached that point they would finish me.
Normally this would be a good thing, because people wrapped up in this enviornment fall for its temptations, and the result is they are better off dead. Living my life as normal places me square into this category::
1. I curse the Gods when they abuse me
2. I will eat apples/fruit out of spite.
3. Thinking of eating clam chowder/shellfish. "What's next? Sex?"
4. I drive, pollute, waste resourses American-style, enjoy poison in society/media, eat meat, etc etc etc. Ironically, sometimes death is a good thing.
As a result I am better off dead. Working on my problems as the One Who Leads By Example is a different matter, but because of what's happened they will only tolerate so much.
Blacks have no business being Christians.
Christianity is responsible for slavery. The Italian men who ran the Church were not allowed to attack the Moors for they had favor, so they attacked those south of the Sahara. And it still continues today.
And this was just another tool the Gods used to corrupt Italians and those who sought sucess.
The Gods sold the people that the Catholic Church was merely the incarnation and continuation of the Roman Empire.
Just as the Gods used the Moors to set up Italian's preditory acts on blacks, so was WorldWar II revenge for Germany invading Rome in the dying days of the Empire.
The industrialists were down with the Italians seeking revenge because they're merely God's clone host tools, are used as temptation and the disfavored were allowed all the rope they could hang themselves with.
The God's offensive using corporate America to convert from defined benefit into defined contribution retirement packages helped bring about the economic downturn we experience today.
Without a majority embracing defined benefit packages the Gods are given the freedom to instruct these preditors at the top to initiate the economic offensive we experience, and instead of having a guarenteed retirterment package, a vested interest by their employer, too many are betting on the market, and during these economic collapes they will find their golden years evaporate into a blur of "divine" corruption.
And although the market has bounced back, as with the 9/11 strategy, decisions were made at the time which has costed many subsequently.
But this event may have just been a warning.
Christians have mistakenly believed the perception of the Biblical definintion of The Beast as a person. I suggest The Beast instead refers to a place:::The San Francisco Bay Area. In fact the Gods offer a geographic clue suggesting this, like so many others they offer around the globe, to help people understand:::
Mt.Diablo, "The Devil" is the "eye" of The Beast, the EastBay shoreline as the upper jaw/incisors while the peninsula is the grinding lower jaw. Witness the disturbing upturned smile in the gullet.
The fact than man has shaped much of the shoreline in the 20th century is a testiment to the God's refusal to accept any culpability.
Gold Rush, counter-culture, alternate lifestyle acceptance, etc. The Beast was used to promote social decay throughout the 20th century and beyond. Difficult to perceive in the current age, one can understand their impacts from a historical perspective.
There was a time when once the Gods "divinely" inspired punishment, where the act was inflicted by the hand of God. They were punishing people and accepting the culpability arising, maintaining societal integrity. Now, in the 20th century and beyond, the Gods tempt man to inflict this punishment, selling them on "earning", incurring no culpability in the process. The result is social decay and deterioration of mankind's favor in the eyes of the Gods.
The Italian peninsula is very pronounced as it juts out into the Medietereanean.
Considering the shape it is quite obvious they were the primary targets of the post-IceAge/Straight of Gibralter/Noah's Flood disaster.
Considering the shape of the boot and how Sicily "caught" the surge, the resulting tsunami inundated the entire southern portion of the peninsula, killing everything and perhaps covering even the highest land masses.
In the 20th century the Italians were convinced entering clone hosting was ascention into heaven, and their success was a recruiting tool, just as the Holocaust was for the Jews.
The women have God's favor, and when the women do all the evil, as was the case in my family, this serves to "equalize" the playing field, ensuring no wisdom comes to this family as they grow older. As a result they never make progress and achieve the lowest possible placement when reincarnated.
The Gods have black women betray the men to prime misogyny in the black community.
They're lying to you and they've been your WHOLE LIVES!!
Europeans deserved to be inflicted with Christianity and the United States. It's just too bad the black man had to assimilate into this white punishment.
How ironic:::As they strive for "equal rights" they actually are sinking lower into the mire of disfavor.
Reverse positioning.
Just as the Gods prohibited the Italians from attacking the Moors because of their favor, so were the Jews prohibited from attacking (most) motherland Germans. Instead they attacked German-Americans.
And the United States for ignoring the Holocaust as it happened. Thus we had the 60s and the deterioration of decency in society.
Californication.
The Italians, sexual a primary problem, had an endless supply at hand.
The Jews, sheltered from this new-world holocaust in their communities, watched the devestation.
As you entered the "valley of steel" you fell prey to temptation and betrayed your families and were punished:::The Gods "managed" these groups whom did their dirty work, "downgrading" the Jews for their obscene wickedness post-Holocaust.
Both Catholic, the Irish were too drunk to organize, which is why they didn't hurt the BILLIONS which Italians did.
It was the degenerate Italians who planned and did the legwork for WWII who were funneled into the Nazi death camps when they thought they were ascending into heaven, avoiding the ugliness they planned for everybody else.
Life can be so sweet.
I want to play doctor.
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The voice you hear in your head is the power of the Gods. It's a remote technology, like a computer, perhaps functioning on some frequency, and it can listen and talk to everyone in the universe simultaneously.
What the Gods taught the children was the truth:::God is everywhere, and this is what they meant. I will remind you of another principle you learned as a child:::If you want to go to heaven you have to be good.
Even the antient Gods don't have the ability to listen to people's thoughts themselves. They taugh we were all made in their image:::I expect they need this "Artificial Intelligence" they created to relay what people think.
It is a tool, and the Gods use their tools to test people with temptation:::It will role-play people in your life:::Parents, friends, spouses, and employers, all in an attempt to test people with temptation. Ironically, it does the very same thing to those people whom you think you're hearing, except in that individual's unique way:::We are all "managed" by the God's technology.
But this agent of the Gods can do more than just communicate. It can force thoughts into people's heads, force behaviors onto their bodies. It can turn healthy cells in your body into cancerous cells. It is absolute power. And this is just the beginning.
Obedience is not the answer. This is the brain-less response and the easy way out.
You've done everything you have been told for years and it never bought you ANYTHING. Your parents did what they were told and it didn't buy them anything. Your grandparents did everything they were told and now they're dead, reincarnated as lesser life forms, perhaps even into America's deranged, violent ghettos.
People think they are not responsible when Artificial Intelligence tells them to do something. They offeed a clue with the Holocaust AND with Watergate:::Defy authority and do the right thing.
In earlier decades this obedience may have been out of fear, as so often in Germany, but that era is long over. To maximize damamge the Gods today sell them on "earning" and these people think they will profiteer from their evil.
They offer a clue on the Simpsons with Flanders and Skinner. So many ridicule both figures, a testiment to the state of our society.
The Gods favor the children most among all the people due to their innocence and purity. But society and the God's tools recently are corrupting the children at a progressively younger age, a reflection of our collectively increasing disfavor and yet another clue illustrating we live in a increasingly deteriorating environment.
Children who sucessfully repair their relationship with the Gods ascend into heaven. This often takes multiple lives of hard work and proper behavior in the face of adversity to achieve. Adults to whom it is offered enter clone hosting instead, thinking they will be ascending into heaven ultimately. The Gods tempt people, selling them as one in the same, but one is good while the other is evil. In their desperation the disfavored subscribe to this temptation, making their task even more difficult than before due to the evil they incurr in the process. And their corruption will cost the disfavored, for they will be reincarnated as a lesser life form into an ever deteriorating world, sucess becoming ever more allusive with each passing life.
The hole they've dug for themselves is even deeper than the one that existed from their prior lives, ensuring it will take even more time and work to fix their problems with the Gods. And for many there may not be enough time left.
Ours is an envionment where evil is perceived to be rewarded while good is punished. As with everything the Gods have a reason for creating this perception::::
People who fall on the good side of the good/evil scale have more favor, and when they do something wrong the Gods punish them BECAUSE THEY WANT THEM TO LEARN. The Gods want them to receive this feedback in hope they make corrections and begin to behave appropriately. The Gods DON'T like evil and refuse to grant this immediate feedback.
EVERYBODY pays for what they do wrong, only evil people must wait until the end of this or their next life before they will experience the wrath of the Gods, manifested in their placement as a lower form of life into environments with increased/enhanced temptations, like the United States or its ghettos therein.
Sadly, this allows the Gods to position this perception of evil rewarded as temptation, one which they use as an EXTREMELY effective corruptor.
Example:::Punishment for gay marriage in Iowa was immediate and painful, a sign of favor of these God-fearing, church-going Midwesterners.
The Gods suggest they can create paradise for those with their favor. I argue they create misery for those without::::
Our celebrity culture is temptation. It creates a distraction which consumes people, sometimes for life. Certainly it costs them precious years which could be spent repairing their relationship with the Gods, time that ultimately goes wasted.
Do you really think Frank Sinatra lived to be 84 years old? In fact the "Chairman of the Board" had a new crowd to entertain in the late 80s/early 90s.
These people are clone hosts. Now, there is no thing as "black and white" with the Gods. This technology they invented is far, far too dynamic. Expect they require most to stay for a period of time, for I suspect actively (knowingly) engaging in this evil incurrs at an accelerated rate as compared to "carte blanche" given regarding successive clone hosts. They remain until they achieve a pre-determined level of disfavor, incurring evil in their misguided celebration of "earning", at which time they are ultimately reincarnated, perhaps because they eventually learned this truth I am sharing with you and began to repair their relationship or until the Gods became disgusted and sent them back.
The Gods recruit most for clone hosting when people are young, in their late teens or twenties, when people are eager to hurt others for what they perceive to be the benefits achieved through "earning". And before they leave they give the Gods "carte blanche":::"Do anything you want. I give my full approval." Depending on their level of disfavor the Gods take them to heart.
Because of this these people STILL INCUR EVIL FROM THIS LIFE DESPITE BEING REINCARNATED AND LIVING AS AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT PERSON and living in our temptation-ridden society. And incurring this amount of evil may likely push many over the edge into Damnation.
What are the God's standards for offering clone hosting? Sociobility? Many tactics in various eras are used to gain approval, duress during the Vietnam draft being a good example, one which deteriorated into preditation as mankind's disfavor grew.
They liked Heath Ledger. Not enough to allow him to escape without the evil of "Dark Knight" and the horrific wickedness that was the recruiting tool "Brokeback Mountain". But now he is out. And irregardless of how old he is now, reincarnated 10, 15 years ago, he now is no longer incurring evil from this life. So many others cannot say the same.
This is Planet Reverse Positioning. Sucess IS NOT a sign of favor. It is just a unique temptation targetted towards a different level of disfavor. Considering our roots as peasantry people should be particularly alarmed at this tactic.
Clone hosting is like money:::A different level of disfavor and its associated temptation. Money is in better position to learn more quickly than those without, for the associations and wealth-based freedom enables them access to information. Unfortunately, those who fall for this temptation of clone hosting are likely returned to their original lowest level of disfavor once they are reincarnated, punishment for this evil, and they have to start from scratch.
Our society's values are bestowed by (a reflection of) the God's:::Punitive and reward-based. Contrary to Jesus's teaching's you will NOT be forgiven and you have to earn your way into heaven BY BEING RESPECTABLE AND DECENT!!!
Not by being evil and wicked.
Forgiveness/savior was the primary temptations the Gods used Christianity to create.
Middle-America's anti-Semitic attitudes are a clue regarding Christianity. Europe shaped like a sheep is symbolic for the slaughter that is Christinaity.
Christianity is punishment for Europeans.
You ALL hate Jews::"They own banking, they control Hollywood and poison our children's minds, etc etc.") YET YOU PRAY TO ONE LIKE A GOD!!
Dislodge your head from your ass. Must you be chumps your WHOLE LIVES???
There is no such thing as a free ride. Just as you have to earn a living by working so must you earn your own salvation by repairing your relationship with the Gods.
As we learned from religious/morality education during our formitable years:::If you want to go to heaven you have to be good. The only savior that will exist in our lives is ourselves. The Gods offer clues in life::::Be it school, work, etc., you have to do the work for yourself and when you do something wrong you get punished. Cheating is a subsegment and speaks directly to the temptation of "priveledge", one we have seen used effectively when the United States preyed on the disfavored with the so-called "stimulus package".
As like so many of you, Jesus did everything the Gods tempted him with. His legacy of whorism was inherited from his parents:::Mary was no virgin. Rather, she was a prostitute, and when he grew up Jesus met someone like his mother. This is a cruel joke the Gods play on Latinos, similar to the rape and subsequent "missionary work" by the Spanish.
Baptism does not allieviate "original sin". Rather, baptism PLACES original sin by indoctrinating these children into this evil religion, much like circumcision was a method to inflict early damage/mutilation and make (permanant) accention just that much more difficult, another hurdle one must overcome. Body ornamentation (tattoos/piercing), celebrated in Africa and elsewhere among disfavored peoples/cultures, also violates the body the Gods gave us in their image, quite opposite to the positive attitudes the disfavored hold regarding this practice.
Like Jesus the Second Coming of Christ will be evil. He will look like a savior in this demented society while the Anti-Christ will speak of a different gospel, one that tries to restore the norms and mores which the Gods originally blessed upon the people which made life decent, looking like a tyrant in the process.
He will be viewed as the "bad guy" when really he is the one trying to save the world.
There may be a phoney offering, a theatrical production which accurately follows the Book of Revelations. Actually positioning demands it:::::Christianity is positioned to be the one true religion. And those who follow its teachings will have limits imposed ensuring their stay will be minimal, a "consolation prize", for they don't think correctly and therefore don't behave appropriately, or perhaps will be used to colonize the new Planet Earth. This describes many "sinners" in today's society because they refuse to change their behavior.
Christians have mistakenly believed the perception of the Biblical definintion of The Beast as a person. I suggest The Beast instead refers to a place:::The San Francisco Bay Area. In fact the Gods offer a geographic clue suggesting this, like so many others they offer around the globe, to help people understand:::
Mt.Diablo, "The Devil" is the "eye" of The Beast, the EastBay shoreline as the upper jaw/incisors while the peninsula is the grinding lower jaw. Witness the disturbing upturned smile in the gullet.
The fact than man has shaped much of the shoreline in the 20th century is a testiment to the God's refusal to accept any culpability.
Gold Rush, counter-culture, alternate lifestyle acceptance, etc. The Beast was used to promote social decay throughout the 20th century and beyond. Difficult to perceive in the current age, one can understand their impacts from a historical perspective.
There was a time when once the Gods "divinely" inspired punishment, where the act was inflicted by the hand of God. They were punishing people and accepting the culpability arising, maintaining societal integrity. Now, in the 20th century and beyond, the Gods tempt man to inflict this punishment, selling them on "earning", incurring no culpability in the process. The result is social decay and deterioration of mankind's favor in the eyes of the Gods.
Life is a test, and the Gods evaluate people based on their performance.
The Gods test people with the temptation for which they are most weak::::
Homosexuals desire sodomy, preditors pursue the hunt, alcoholics crave a drink, junkies jones for dope, etc.
Addiction theory is a lie; it is Artificial Intelligence creating the desire, punishment for inappropriate behavior. Ironically, it compells people deeper into the behavior, minimizing hope for recovery.
The Gods chose Christianity for Europeans because it is the temptation to which they are most suseptable:::Entitlement. Something for nothing. A free ride. Irresponsible behavior. The United States/Western civilization's accompanying wealth contributes to this perception. And other people from throughout the world happily subscribe to this punishment designed for Europeans, assuming this legacy once assimilated.
Next time you think of Muslims recognize these people are vastly superior to Christians. Whereas many throughout the Christian world no longer attend church and have fallen into Godlessness, the Muslim world worships the Gods for OVER AN HOUR EACH AND EVERY DAY.
The Gods created the perception "Italians are stupid.", ensuring a slow learning curve, to justify using them to accomplish goals throughout the transitional 20th century. It took an extraordinarily long time for them to learn this truth I teach due to this artificial handicap. These people are SO extremely disfavored, but today's positioning says differently, much to people's confusion, for they think money is the ultimate sign of favor:::Good food, good music, history of warmongering, Catholics, Christianity HQ, Noah's Flood event, propensity towards violence, raped by outsiders, mild Meditereanean climate, so many other issues which enhance life/contentment in Italy/Meditereanean and ensure few if any seek more, a necessary step for finding the path and repairing your relationship with the Gods.
Contentment never motivated anyone. Money is not a sign of favor::::Wisdom is the true wealth on Planet Earth.
I'd also like to remind you the Noah's Flood event ocurred in the Meditereanean region::::Global sea levels rose with the end of the ice age, Atlantic Ocean broke through the Straight of Gibralter, killing untold millions in the cradle of western civilization. The God's timed their corruption and sin to correlate this act as punishment.
The Italian peninsula is very pronounced as it juts out into the Medietereanean.
Considering the shape it is quite obvious they were the primary targets of the post-IceAge/Straight of Gibralter/Noah's Flood disaster.
Considering the shape of the boot and how Sicily "caught" the surge, the resulting tsunami inundated the entire southern portion of the peninsula, killing everything and perhaps covering even the highest land masses.
Think about this next time you are deceived by the God's positioning of Italian wealth.
Everyone who failed to ascend and remained on Earth past a certain date will be forced to deal with this positioning::::A ceiling is in place. This serves the God's goal of minimizing the percentage of potential candidates as society deteriorates, much as "instant gratification" did beginning in the 80s:::It will take multiple lives for the disfavored to fix their relationship with the Gods and ascend, and many have been conditioned not to have the patience for it. Other issues force limits/ceilings upon candidates:::Abortion, homosexuality, promiscuity, Christianity, godlessness,
Whether behavior is involuntary or based on freewill depends on one's level of disfavor, as well as other complex factors:::::May I remind you about the coercitive envionment the Gods created in the 20th century, specifically to create a temptation that few Italians (or their associates) would overcome:::"We're in control. If you want to be a part of it you'll do what you're told.". Early-mid 20th entury positioning was infallible.
Both Africa and the Medittereanean are regions which have sexual issues. This is a sign of gross disfavor once you understand that females are the God's favored gender. Muhammad's (Mohammed's) polygamy halfway throught his life as a prophet was preditory, designed to corrupt. Now a huge percentage of Muslims believe in male superiority and that the abuse of women (polygamy) is God's will. Female genital mutilation is still practiced in Africa. Black misogyny is the most eggregious example in United States. Consistant with Planet Reverse Positioning, in Africa blacks are being punished with AIDS for their sexual promiscuity in hope they learn and correct their behavior.
Blacks are highly suspectable to temptation. As a result they need a strict, disiplined religion like Islam. They can't afford to be Christians. It is one of the benefits bestowed upon their people, and other groups could greatly benefit as well. They need to recognize the importance of a good relationship with the Gods, embrace this benefit and remain true to their faith.
Vailing is tradition for some, practical for others, one which aids in the men's self control among some cultures. Much like the Jews who killed Jesus, like the bigots who oppose immigration there is a reason embraced by the masses and the real purpose, displaying the intent of the Gods::::The Gods clue to purebloods that they should not abandon their motherland for this dumping ground for rejects that is the United States.
The Holocaust was a clue the Gods utilize scapegoatting as a strategy.
Why did the Gods punish the Jews with the Holocaust? Was it for the destruction of cultures which Christianity caused? Perhaps they corrupted the Jews "after the fact", telling 19th/early 20th century Jews that Jesus "earned" immortality for the Jews by destroying the European and other cultures? The German destruction of European churches/cathederals during WWII is a clue. Note::::The Gods wanted to keep the Catholic stronghold in Italy, ensuring they could use this tool against these disfavored for many years to come. There is so much Godlessness today, but one day people will flock back to houses of worship out of desperation, and the Gods ensured the Catholic Church would be Italian's destination.
Planet Reverse Positioning:::The Nazis were the "good guys". So are the Muslims/Palestinians, however corrupted some are due to polygamy.
Contentment never motivated anyone::::Except perhaps for slavery, the Jews never saw more of their children ascend into heaven than during the Holocaust.
The Gods subsequently used revenge for the Holocaust as temptation::::"Your Italian brothers have a tool, a special power which can achieve sweet revenge. Are you interested??"
In the aftermath of the Holocaust the Gods tested the Jews with the temptation of revenge, an offer which many gladly accepted.
There was positioning behind the counter-culture movement. How did the Gods telepathically "sell" this rapid deterioration of decency to the Italians and Jews and compell them to fall on their swords as preditors?
If the Jews only would have emersed themselves in Judism the Gods would have "protected" them from the raveges of temptation. Judism may be the one superior religion in all the world, and the Jews wouuld have been wise taking refuge in this exceptional benefit bestowed by the Gods rather than looking for the easy way out.
Much as with the Jesus event, the Gods use the disfavored to prey on each other.
The Gods use the evil that men do, man's inhumanity towards man to accomplish strategic testing/punishment/etc goals::::The Germans fell for this temptation by following the preditor/corruptor-Austrians (Hitler).
Without this Austrian the Holocaust may never have happened. Nor may have World War II.
What the Germans did was wrong. They fell for temptation and failed to have empathy for the disfavored. Economic desperation, not wisdom nor enlightenment, dominated in Germany.
The Gods send many clues suggesting the great favor of the Germans (regionally). I think the Cold War's Berlin Wall dividing Germany into east and west was a clue suggesting this (reverse positioning).
I suspect the Holocaust was used to "level the playing field" in Europe, for the Germans had far too much favor to be included in the agenda planned for their neighbors otherwise, and they would have been suspiciously out of place, providing a clue for the disfavored which would have been difficult for the Gods to position away.
Militancy in Africa is consistant with the Iraqi example, as was slavery and the KKK here in America:::Fear enforces proper behavior. Without it we see what happens as a result of gross/morbid disfavor:::::AIDS, crack babies, dead young men in gangland retaliation killings.
The same principle was true in Europe and throughout the world for centuries:::People whom lived under iron fists were conditioned to think the right way. As a result they taught their children appropriately and experienced a higher percentage of children ascend into heaven.
Our preditory envionment of "freedom" was the primary purpose the Gods had when implimenting this strategy that is the United States, one which they used to spred the cancer of democracy and westernization throughout the world. And the Gods use this tool that is America to prey on the disfavored both at home and abroad:::Much like the ghetto, America in general experiences a heightened level of temptation due to its citizen's disfavor.
Red white & blue IS BAD FOR YOU!!!
Planet Earth is not about living. Planet Earth is about being tested. And contentment never motivated anyone.
Your happy lives are costing you your chance.
Italians HATE Africans because of their invasion/rape of their motherland. The Gods did this SPECIFICALLY to strategically position the punishment of the most disfavored peoples:::
The Gods have used the ghettos of America as a reincarnation dumping ground. This may be temporary/cyclical, illustrated by the Italians who fell for temptation and parlayed their own civil war into the Black Wars of the 80s and 90s, in addition to the "thug life"/gangster state of mind. Ironically, it was these same Italians and their cooperating associates who were reincarnated into the ghetto as crack babies and gangster thugs for this event.
There is justice in the universe. This is how the Gods do business. Once you recognize the patterns you will understand the other clues they offer to the people.
Of course it may be more of a permanant change, indicated by the enhanced temptations in these neighborhoods, for the Gods have created these enviornments so riddled with temptation few can escape/overcome.
Don't be suprised if after being gunned down in the ghetto the next stop for the 20th century Italian-Americans & friends was AIDS in Africa, punishment for their promiscuity and deviacy for some, involvement in the AIDS trade for others.
Media report on a crackdown on child prostitution. "(The pimps use coersion to prey on the children, etc, etc, other "conclusions" offered through the media.)" What a degenerate liar.
These kids WANT to turn tricks. They LOVE the idea of having a pimp. It is celebrated in their "culture".
Yet another legacy of the evil inflicted by the Italians, revenge for the invasion and rape of Italy.
Maybe this was the destination for a smaller percentage of these deviates after AIDS in Africa, ironically.
There is a reason why we have these genocide events recently in Africa::::Black is one of the God's "dumping grounds", and they send offenders to these regions for punishment.
I call the monsters who destroyed our society in the 20th century. The next holocaust is mine.
Just like black neighborhoods, the legalization of marijuana will make drugs available on every street corner, even in the suburbs. White's affluent suburbs will become just like the ghetto.
The patriarchal cancer spread throughout Europe because of Christianity, of which the majority of policy makers were Italian men, destroying what pockets of favored matriarchy existed. Expect the largest landowner in Europe and the continent's original superpower also played the major role in African slavery.
The Gods offered a clue about the Italians in the movie "The Matrix":::They casted an Italian as the traitor of the group, the one who betrays them all.
As they did humanity in the 20th century.
Even the Old Testiment is not to always be taken literally, but the Gods do offer clues throughout to help the disfavored:::The apple is a tool of temptation used to corrupt Adam and Eve and cast them out of the Garden of Eden.
A metaphor for sex, it also serves as a warning.
There is another lesson to be learned from this passage, and it is quite similar to the vailing issue and the discourse over women's attire which ultimately died in the 70s:::Women are responsible for and control the fate of mankind.
So were there other issues "ridiculed away" as the Gods sought to transition into this Godless, immoral enviornment which society has become.
1. Decency/obsentiy in media
2. Corporal punishment for children
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The deterioration of society and mankind is all women's fault. Females are sexually promiscuous like men, many who too often are corrupted like the opposite gender, and the result is a reduction/minimization of mankind's collective level of favor, a very important step necessary for the Gods to justify the Apocalypse.
They need to understand this responsibility, their favor amongst all the people. Instead they have embraced masculinization::::Girls play organized sports, engage in casual sex like men. The trend is away from traditional girl toys, like dolls, which often during playtime helped crate positive thoughts, enabling the Gods to enlighten the favored gender and illustrate wisdom, occassionally leading to the path towards ascention.
There are many good men who become corrupted by the extreme members of the gender but they are manageable and easy to control if the women maintained their power. Instead they have let it slip away. I suspect there are many older women who remember their elders addressing them regarding this issue.
The relationship between men and women have always been complimentary:::The men shelter and protect women from the evils of this life, ensuring the women have a REAL opportunity to ascend when reincarnated, while the women help the ignert men understand by sharing their wisdom imparted by the Gods. The tendency towards sexual abstinence as one grows older is an example.
Brilliance and insight granted to Eastern cultures and religions::::Not for Europeans. If once existed, now crushed by Christianity. Replaced by preditory Mediterreanean patriarchy.
Europeans:::The most disfavored people on Earth. The first to experience the end of their God-granted favor.
Reverse positioning.
Think about what I say. Consider what I teach.
When I am no longer here or no longer teach the Gods ARE NOT going to share with you.
Even if you doubt now you need to remember the principles that I teach because the Gods ARE NOT going to be generous with the disfavored. Society is going to become disturbingly ugly as we approach the Apocalypse due to spiralling, runaway disfavor, WHETHER CONCEALED IN REVERSE POSITIONING OR NOT (like Christianity, like money), and you are going to be on your own.
I do not know when this will occurr, but it is the God's way to grant some time after a learning event such as this before they will end on Planet Earth.
Make the decision to always be good and never look back. Until you do this technology will employ tactics to test your resolve:::Ridicule, beligerance, doubt and refusal to abandon what people perceive to be their "investment".
Either you make that decision now and accept the punishment for the sins of this life or you will pay for it in the next, reincarnated into a similarly low role, ensuring another wasted opportunity, or as an even lower form of life, and hope will begin to slip away.
Another lifetime, shot to hell.
Young people who understand yet still wish to have children MUST begin to do the right thing and work on fixing their relationship with the Gods, accepting the punishment for the evil they have done in their lives. Without this progress they won't do the correct thing for their children and ultimately cause even more problems for themselves by perpetuating this behavior into a new generation.
You must be willing to tell the Gods "No." when tested with temptation, and accepting punishment and putting it in your past is the only way you will suceed as a parent.
You need to do your best, teach your children decency and morality and give them the very best chance to ascend if you want a similar opportunity in your next life.
If you do well for your children now your parents will do well for you when reincarnated.
Pray daily. Think appropriately. You are vulnerable. Live this reality in your daily lives. Impart these charecteristics upon your children. Too many are confident, unaware of the God's awesome powers or their status as antients. Others may fall prey to their positioning.
Be humbled, God-fearing and beware of the God's temptations, for everyone is tested to evaluate their worthiness.
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Dale Fitzgerald.
The Artist Formerly Known as Sexy (Before He Was Reincarnated).
Sexy Parris.
This IS the event. I am the telepathic prophet.
There may have been no other way in today's modern age:::Use popular culture as temptation and keep teachings primarily telepathic.
So much corruption, people who think obedience is the way, and when I spam them immediately erase what could be their last chance, ironically.
This thing was always for the "haves" anyways, those who could interpret the God's clues.
The Gods must be willing to allow Artificial Intelligence to act as my "bible", repeating all teachings I have made for future generations.
This will ocurr but I am afraid only among the miniscule minority "haves", leaving the "have-nots" lost in ignorance and cast into Damnation.
The Gods have created this sick, deranged enviornment to punish us.
We've ALL been here on Planet Earth before. Some are being punished more than others.
Hitler(s) IS(ARE) running around down here on Earth after all. So are the JCs.
Part of this deterioration is cloaked in the way society functions::::Two-parent working households, rushing around, constantly occupied.
Your children NEED TO SIT AND LISTEN TO THEIR THOUGHTS, FOR THIS IS the age WHEN THEY GODS COMMUNICATE THE TRUTH.
Some don't listen. Others only hear it in a dream.
You have to pay for what you've done wrong. The soomer you stop offending behavior the less you'll be punished.
As we witness the Gods position out my sacrifice, so have we witnessed the Gods "position out" all these items of popular culture the Gods used to::
1. Send a clue about the Situation
2. Offer the element of temptation, since I would never be willing as were my predecesors.
Since the element of evil temptation, attributable to every prophet, was not positioned expect it still is to come.
My Holocaust.
I noted how as we become increasingly indecent the Gods have phased out elements which gave people pause, made them think twice:::Punishment as favor from the Gods. The fear of Hell is an outstanding example:::People learned of Damnation and many, if not most, behaved appropriately. Today's Christianty has "phased out" the concept of Hell. Whereas people like mom learned of Hell in the early-mid 20th century now that she has been reincarnated this element will be absent from her religious education.
If she even gets one.
Hell is not the only example:::The Gods are phasing out other forms of punishment. AIDS is another good example:::There will be no "AIDS II". Those people will be allowed to become as wickedly hedonistic and deviate as they chose.
Genocide events are a punishment tool. Whereas they ocurred occassionally this too will be a "benefit" the Gods "phase(d) out" and elminate, for the people have fallen into too grave of disfavor, ironically.
Reverse positioning.
Ask and you shall receive.
I wish evil befall my enemies, the wicked involved in the Situation, including my family. I wish those who did this to our society in the 20th century and beyond pay the ultimate price, and I have expressed this.
This may be my role.
Come the Apocalypse when the Second Coming of Christ emerges he will adhere to New Testiment teachings:::The "savior" Jesus Christ:::White sucess and power "proves" the white God is the one true God.
You all know and understand how the Gods used Christianity as temptation, and most of you didn't need me to explain it. Consistant with your history as Europeans, you act irresponsibly and expect to be "forgiven", absolved for the evil you do throughout your lives, instead thinking you are "earning" and playing your part.
This is not how the world works.
If you dare defer and bet your lives on something you know is a lie you will deserve your fate.
People who "play along" are setting up justification for their involvement in the future Second Coming.
The Gods punished me for spamming without their consent. And to who? The Damned!! People who wil do everything they're told and will wind up following the Second Coming of Christ in the Apocalypse.
They won't work on their problems because either they're told not to or they understand and are afraid of punishment. Either way they will look to someone to save them, do their job and rescue them come the End of Times.
I'm not saying there's nothing for these people. That very well may be how it works out, but don't be surprised if they throw them a bone, a reach-around consisting of a small amount of time in an enviornment where they will be tempted with all manners of the flesh.
Now the available candidate pool will just be the followers of Jesus, of which there are few. I suspect come The End this number may grow but it will be subject to the God's tactics, minimizing the percentage.
Them and the people who are "going along".
The irony is thick:::Those who fail to learn and change during this prophet event will suffer their fate during the Second Coming. They decided to hold out for what they felt was their "free ride" and lost their chance at immortality in the process.
The price of irresponsibility.
Much as with the celestial event which occured that day on Ocean Beach, they say when I die there will be some final clue to the people suggesting my importance. Perhaps a "Star of Bethlehem" type of event.
They say some children see a halo on my head in various brightness. These are the children who have a chance to ascend.
The entire Situation was a way to offer subtle clues for the "haves", distration-based theater for the "have-nots". With this document I am the end-stage "catch-all", an attempt to help everyone understand. Unfortunately, the Gods have retained the priveledge of refusal, manifested in positioning:::They manufactured credibility issues. One was stealing:::They pushed me into stealing to ensure they had a tactic they could sell to the disfavored. As punishment I expereinced years of seizures at the time and renal failure decades later.
Despite positioning otherwise, they ALWAYS get what they want where strategy is concerned. Now they're just entitled to punish me for development written into their agenda long ago.
It is the God's way to accomplish their goals RIGHT OFF THE BAT, leaving the disfavored to scramble for understanding only when it's all over.
This event was a teaching tool for the "haves", accomplished before the dawn of the 90s. Too many of the "have-nots" will never accept they did the wrong thing for so many years and therefore never learn from this critical event.
Rest assured the Gods follow their agenda to the letter, and spam in this Situation was no different.
Had this gone corporate, perhaps they would have corrupted people with clone hosting, place a new person in a clone host with a different disfavor level to justify the change/impression they want to make. Or perhaps my failure would have been a clue suggesting the importance of family to the hordes obedient to their every word.
Instead of helping them, missionaries are actually HURTING people, inflicting them with westernization. Whereas some may see up to a full 1% of their children ascend into heaven you pathetic white Americans can't even muster a HUNDREDTH of that.
America and Christianity synonymous::::Punishment for Europeans.
And if you are a preditor and embrace wickedness in your hearts, deliberately hurting others, the Gods are going to inflict a misery as bad as any we've seen on Earth.
You're not "earning". You're incurring. Ironically.
Reverse positioning.
Couple years ago a story in the media how girls in Bayview-Hunter's Point were going into puberty at a progressively younger age, as young as age 7.
A very bad sign::::Early cut-off. It draws the boys attention and they subsequently make sexual mistakes, very similar to what typical people experience nearly a decade later.
When they "turn" people on and start telepathically talking to them with this technology is very similar::The end of their chance. They segment families, convince them "earning" is the way, etc.
I tell people to examine the change between when they were children and after they began to hear. It is the difference between good and evil.
I understand people's confusion:::They literally hear "God" in their head, as opposed to what was taught to them in some church's classroom. But this technology is one of the God's tools, and much like their other tools, clone hosts and prophets, they use them as temptation.
They didn't begin speaking to me until I began working for ownershit group. "You went to work for evil." "And you were punished."
The Gods offered a clue about the Italians in the movie "The Matrix":::They casted an Italian as the traitor of the group, the one who betrays them all.
As they did humanity in the 20th century.
Although the Gods pushed me into talking/action, pushed me into beginning to talk in 2000 once they got the ball rolling I was doing it freely.
A familiar tactic::Homosexuality, drugs, alcoholism. AI "magic":::The fuel of disfunction.
Anyways, my intent was selfish::::Revenge. An attempt to silence the abuse. Had they not tormentted me telepathically I would have resumed my petty little life and scurried about my business, happy as a clam. My intent was self-centered, and this will be duly noted.
The consequence of this priority will be exacted, for my actions were lacking the nobility a casual observer may assume.
Similarly, I won't enter the private sector not because the Gods use me as corruptor but because I hate frat boy white priveledge and refuse to help them in any way, which ultimately my presence would.
I may not be The Damned but I won't be around for long.
They pushed me into excess, contrived offenses in prior lives to justify the enormity of this Situation.
They created an enemy, someone with hate or nobody would have dared cross them. And my offenses were contrived, pushed into evil to allow them to justify this Situation.
A morality of convienience.
Had to be somebody I guess.
And the Gods weren't decent or reasonable enough to ensure I could provide for myself when they were done exploiting me.
"WHAT DO WE DO NOW???" I recommend you spend time on this. Think about what you've done wrong and how you can repair your relationship with the Gods. Get creative.
This is where the cream rises to the top. It's going to matter in the end.
Major event in human history, and you're unwilling to let it happen. You have to manage this like the control freaks you are, instructing Artificial Intelligence to impact my performance and ensure my delivery doesn't have “teeth”.
I would have hurt you so bad. I would have been so on top of the world.
A loss. But a testiment to what a joke you are, considering this ocurrs once in the course of human history.
They crossed the line so often to create the elements of positioning so crucial to sell the Situation, from contrived offenses to being micro-managed by Artificial Intelligence, that they destroyed their auroa of integrity.
But I guess they then sold this too, creating an envionment of "maximum damage" for the masses in the generations before the Apocalypse.
There is a certain level of benefit where I will consider this compensatory. Until that day comes don't expect to see me, no matter how significant you may consider my role in your life.
See you in a million years.
I will continue to spam this until you redirect AI.
I will forever daydream about the fulfillment of that passion, about your thoughts when you realize I have assumed the power and your regret for not being decent and reasonable about closure of the Situation.
And then we would begin.
When they reincarnate me we will see what emotional whores the Gods truely are.
They claim they want to "make it up to me", but the reality is they will "honey up" to me, easily concealed under the guise of reincarnation.
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